A selection of idea’s and thoughts from the heart of one crying out to do more, but still trapped by the ruts of life. There are many frustrated Christians’, we need to identify with it so we can use it for motivation.
Jesus said, 31 “Therefore don’t be anxious, saying,’ What will we eat?’,’What will we drink?’ or,’ With what will we be clothed?’ 32 For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33 But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well”.
My Soul wants to cry, cry because I don’t care enough to cry,
I don’t care enough to reach out
I’m not prepared to rock the boat
Not prepared to give it all
Only prepared to go so far,
Only prepared to do so much,
Only prepared to give so much.
I don’t know where to turn
No one seems to care enough
No one seems to really believe in hell,
Surely they would be a callous people if they truly believed and did not warn people with all their heart?
What is the problem? Is it bad role modelling? Is it belief there’s another way? Is it lack of love? Is it just too hard? Is it just part of the war? Are we just distracted, Is it just too big a task?
We have to justify it some how?
Life races by, but nothing changes.
Is an occupation the devils joke, a description what occupies your life?
Why give my best years, my time, energy and resources into just living this life, getting food on the table and paying the bills?
Why get caught up in the ways of the world, the advertising, purchasing, the acquisitions, chasing the good life
A day is so short, too easy to fill, too hard to make a change
Who’s got me in this rut is it the enemy? Is it responsibility? Is it a comfort zone?
I walk around numb, caught in my rut… the years pass by
Is there hope for me? Will I ever break free? Will I ever make the big choices that put me down the right path?
Will I always be ever learning and never really coming to the knowledge of the truth?
Will I ever stop talking about it and actually start doing it?
I’m easily distracted, and don’t put in the hard hours where its needed most
Do my duties and then entertain myself, TV, computer, movies, books… is this just all a means to an end? Is it that I’m just filling up time?
I accept so much abuse of my soul from my soul without fighting back
I settle for so little when I’ve been given so much
I believe but I don’t believe
I need to get serious, I need to fight back, I need strength.
I need to focus on things my heart longs for.
What does your heart long for?
What do you wish you were doing with your life?
What does your heart say you should be doing?
When could you start implementing these things?
When will you start?